my nonchalance towards time.

i just want to tear my hair out and roam the streets

i'm not studying effectively. i'm just merely clocking the hours for the sake of clocking them. sighs. its depressing that when you're so near ur exams yet u dont feel like studying. even i am starting to get worried. today was superbly unproductive and im down with a stinging feeling in my throat. ive just got this weird feeling that im going to get another one of those major bouts of illnesses.

and i wont care what they say about me.