my throat's hurting really badly. to a point where swallowing is just agonizing.(as in even swallowing ur own saliva hurts) which means food is merely taken out of a necessity, which sucks so badly. anyhow i dont remember when was the last time i felt so mentally drained out, its as if the books were some parasitic bug sucking the life out of me. or as if the education system were wringing my soul out of me and leaving behind a shriveled and pathetic physical body. and now some damn maggots are like feeding on my flesh and screwing up my throat. yeah evidently im going crazy. my posts are out of point.