thoughts for a night.

i just realised that attempting to sum up your emotions for the day in two lines seem to be extremely hard because sometimes there are things i just want to say. and on top of that there seems to be so much going through my mind on some days. and it doesnt get any better since i spend some time before going to bed staring at the ceiling and pondering about stuff.

someone once told me that i seem so pessimistic about life. and sometimes i do wonder if i still am? or was i even pessimistic to begin with?