escapism.

escapism The tendency to escape from daily reality or routine by indulging in daydreaming, fantasy, or entertainment.

we all indulge in it at varying degrees. i feel so embedded in the layers that its suffocating. yet at the same time i'm looking forward to that breathless feeling knowing how for just that moment i can crawl out of the cradle reality has built for me.

liberate me. let me just smell roses and hide from reality.